Tabs!

That's an inside joke for the title there. It was what popped into my head. Let's just say: Drugs are bad, okay? Man, it's only Tuesday. *falls off the couch* Really?! I need a TGIF eve fix baaaaad.

I'm not sleeping well lately. Issues at home are affecting that. I'm pretty tired at work, but I'm trying to just push through it. It seems like I know what I want to do though it's not necessarily what everyone wants. I can't get my footing to take the first step. More thinking and soul searching in the cards for me. I swear, I'm going to think myself to death.

I've noticed something about myself and my weight. I have to get things just right or else my body freaks and holds onto everything. Seriously! I don't eat enough, I gain. Eat too much, gain. Back and forth again! I'm working hard though and hopefully toning up if nothing else.

It's kind of like a crossroads time of my life. I'm not sure which way to take it. I know how I envision it, but making it happen is a bit of a fumble for me. I'm going to keep working to figure things out and continue to strive for things I otherwise wouldn't have done as my former self. Creature of habit? No, I'm a creature of change now. Til next time...