Is this where it gets bad?

I had such a great work week this past week. I'm not saying everything was absolutely perfect because if anyone knows me, they know I'm full of mistakes and blunders sometimes. Eighty percent of the work week was good though. Sad that it may be one of my last work weeks. I wasn't being chosen last. I heard that had some help though and I'm hoping I proved my coworker's recommendation to be true. I was about 10 feet up in the air yesterday on top of a storage fixture(wire grid that was bowing a little under my feet). I worked on organizing all that stuff the last few days. Yesterday, I ended up spray painting again. Tedious job, but I liked being outside in the fresh air. That felt good and I'm lucky my arms aren't anymore red than they are. Most everyone left at noon, but 3 guys and myself stayed. I left about 10 til 4 and I'm betting they didn't leave until 5! The joys of being a man. :p

This coming work week could be my last. They aren't spilling the beans though. They do want people to stick around until the job is complete. I can understand that, but some people really need to know. Like people who can't afford daycare WITHOUT the job maybe... There's no way to afford it without my paycheck! It's a wait and see kind of thing. I have a transfer request put in for other stores and I'm checking the job sites even though there still isn't much out there currently. I can only hope for the best. After such a good week, I'm wondering if the bad is about to hit!

I started running during my last break again this past week as well. Just felt the need to blow off steam for non-work related issues. I'm paying for it now. I must have done too much somehow because my calves and feet are wanting to tense/cramp up on me. I'm trying to take it easy today, but the urge to get up and do something is there. I almost went after the candy bag, but I resisted. I don't need it. With these cramps, I'm going to guess I need to refocus on my food and start getting more veggies. It might help with my energy and soreness. Just something I'm going to have to do since I don't feel the pain until after I get home! That's why I choose to do it before the work day ends. I know I won't otherwise lol! Maybe aim for every other day to give my legs a chance to rest.

Things are pretty much standstill here at home. The counselor D was going to get up with is away in Cuba. It's a marriage counselor. I'm set on what I want, but it isn't what he wants. I feel like I should just roll over and give everyone what they want from me. It wouldn't agree with my feelings, but at least then only one person would be unhappy. I don't know. If nothing else, talking it all out with an objective mediator might make my feelings more understandable.

I'm kind of exhausted and working on a job application right now. It's also time for Ally to have a nap. Gotta change her sheets first though. Things to do... Til next time!