I'm sick of hearing the same old story from myself. I'm tired. I've been tired for so long that I'm beginning to think it will never go away. I started to wonder what was wrong me with me, but no one can figure that out.
I'm only working part time. You would think I'd have more energy than what I do. I guess it could be how often I'm working with the public. It could be lots of things, but I can't figure it out. That's disappointing when it's affecting so much of your life.
Where am I currently? I'm stressed out. I'm overeating. I've gained weight. That's the sad truth of the situation I'm in. I'm trying not to go back to that place where I just don't care anymore because I WAS NOT HAPPY THERE.
After having a somewhat heated discussion, D decided to leave after bringing Ally home from daycare. It's about time for her to go to bed and he isn't back yet. He made it pretty clear that I may not be sleeping in our bed tonight. I'm okay with that but I'd like to know soon because I am getting kinda tired. If he's up past time I want to go to sleep, I'm going to bed then he can get me up if he wants me out. I can't sleep with the light on and stuff going on around me. Well, I probably could if I was tired enough but it's harder that way! I gotta have myself and Ally out of the house by 6:15 in the morning, so I better get the two of our butts in bed. Til next time...
Monday, June 14, 2010
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So sorry that things are rough with you right now. Don't let stress push you back into being someone you don't want to be, though. Be your best advocate! And get some rest! =(
ditto above. And I think if he wants to leave, he can man up and sleep on the couch instead of waking you up. You shouldn't have to take it all on yourself!
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