Never Ending Battle

I don't think the fight against overeating is ever truly over. I've been face to face with it again these past few weeks. My pants feel tighter. HELLO! I say to myself. WRONG WAY! So today I had a granola bar with 2 cups of milk for breakfast, fudge shoppe cookies(100 calorie pack) and strawberries/blue berries for first break snack, a banana with a little peanut butter/jelly sandwich thing, then chicken and dumplings with some honey roasted peanuts for dinner. Now once I get the hang of eating less again, I will work on incorporating exercise back into my schedule.

I'm off of work the next three days, but there is so much to do. It's going to be like I didn't even get a break. Well, I should find time to give myself a break because I don't want another meltdown at work. Yeah, I had an emotional meltdown at work the other day. I was just feeling overwhelmed by all the new information I had to learn(just for corporate to change it and have me learn it all over again), the issues at home still not being resolved, and having my mind wander to places/people it shouldn't. I faked it before I just couldn't take it anymore. I was better the next day. I also wondered if it could be due to the med change. I'm in that middle zone where the one is getting out of my system before the other is fully in yet. Could be one of the reasons why I'm having a hard time lately. We'll see as I continue the meds.

I was considering taking a day trip somewhere while I'm off work. Not sure where, but I have some ideas. I feel like getting away if even for simply a day. We have so many things to take care of though. I'm not sure I will be able. We have to go to MIL's to have her boyfriend help D put the new brakes on the van. I need to pick a day to get my haircut(Wednesday? MIL could go get her's done at the same time too maybe!). Okay, so maybe not a TON to do but enough that I may not get a full day of rest any where in there! We'll see. I'm going to have a night cap and hopefully get some good sleep. Til next time...