Food for Thought

Today was the first day I've ever pulled my car over in order to simply WRITE IT DOWN. I had never done that before... Not that I can think of anyway. I was on my way home and it came to me. Granted it wasn't this whole thing that I'm about to type out but it was the start of it and I finished it tonight.

Don't worry about seeing me around.
I won't be out parading my sorrow.
I've been hiding my face since the first rain drop came down.
It may hide the tears, the one sign of my pain that you do know
But the pain will continue to ember deep inside.
Time heals all wounds but how can I believe what they say
After all the many times I tried and tried
Only to find that life around me continues to crumble more every day.
I refuse to give up and lose this volunteered fight.
I know I've made mistakes and I accept those as my past
But I won't let it control my future and I do know wrong from right.
I may have been knocked down but I have faith that I'm one who's built to rise above and last.

I got up after 6:30 this morning, shortly before 7, with the intentions of heading down to my parents house for part of the day. Surprise call and invite to my sister's sonogram where we discovered her womb leech(I was just thinking of you, Jenny lol) had reached 7 lbs 10 oz now at 37 weeks. Awesome. Talks of induction, setting a date next week, so that's exciting!

Other news, my niece Megan turns 11 this weekend! Happy Birthday, Megan! I hate that I have to work, but I plan to go straight over there afterward to see her and all the goodies. Maybe they will save me some cake lol.

I got a new phone today. My LG Xenon kept messing up and after having it replaced 3 or 4 times, they finally decided(after much upset over whether or not I had actually had a brand replacement all bc they sent me a blue one when the original red I had was out of stock) to send me another brand. I picked a Samsung Impression. Seems as though I have luck with NOTHING. It keeps sticking to No Sim Mode even though I KNOW I have my sim card in there. Can't figure out how to get it to the regular mode or whatever. Fun times.

I'm thankful Ally went to bed rather easily tonight. She had a good time in the pool at her Nana and Pawpaw's. She had two packs of fruit snacks(she was hungry on the way home lol), then ate a banana and some yogurt. It was so funny when we got home because I asked her what kind of yogurt she wanted-strawberry or peach? She said, "Orange!" Haha, I had to ask her three times before she told me peach and she ate all of it too. Good foods for her to be into though. :) Now I'm tired and should try to get some sleep. Huh, I just had cat eyes glaring at me in the dark. Cool. I have to be at work by 7 am and I have a feeling someone else in the house is going to have issues waking up in the morning. I will probably be asleep when he gets home. I hope because I sure need it. All I need is for tomorrow through out Sunday to just go WHOOSH! Time for another break then lol. Til next time...