What's the day again?

My head hurts. I think the stress is beginning to get to me physically. I'm doing my best to block it out mentally because I have a job to do and I can't exactly move out of a bad situation without a job. Have to do what I have to in order to continue functioning the best I can. Fake it til you make it.

Strange work day. Short shift of 9 am-1 pm after working a 6 pm to 11 pm shift. It felt weird at first because it's not too busy first thing and then around 11, it picked up big time. I just happened to be by myself for a little while too. Me alone and a big crowd waiting on me to wait on them? Ugh, I was glad when my help showed up. Think I do a night shift when I go back, which I'm okay with. Gives me more of a chance to use my muscles. I miss doing that in every day life like I did with the remodel. Maybe I should build things for a living... LOL Talk about the world falling down around us, oh Lord!

Things keep coming up money wise to keep me from getting things done. Last time, it was the mortgage check getting lost in the mail and having to make two payments at once. Timing was just off, so things ended up getting pretty tight. This time around, it's two weeks of daycare(behind because of the holiday) and birthday gifts for my niece. Not exactly sure what I'm getting her, but I will figure it out one night!!

I'm currently fighting with my weight loss. It's difficult to get any further without some kind of assistance it seems. My schedule is back and forth, so my body is freaking out. I get confused when I work nights and come home hungry. Should I eat? Just drink? Can't remember how many times I ate that day... Tough cookies. Then I'm under lock and key here like a child, so add stress to the mixed up schedule and toss, then refrigerate... Perfect concoction for weight gain probably! I just gotta find time for it somehow and find SOMETHING to do no matter what it may be. I don't know what to do about all this pain I'm feeling. It's radiates from my shoulders down into my arms and from my hips down into my legs. Pretty much the only muscles not hurting are my abdomen and back, but my stomach hurts from the IBS so free of pain...my back for now. It was hurting after I slipped one night, but that has passed thank goodness. It's not so bad anymore. Ugh, I should get some sleep... Maybe... Yeah... Til next time.